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Senior Year Schedule, and the bitching that goes with it.

Aug. 23rd, 2008 | 11:14 am

1. APUS (That's Advanced Placement United States for the uninformed.) comes up first. The one class I DID NOT WANT TO HAVE FIRST PEROID is first. There goes the time I'd be wasting in the morning doing the APUS homework I should have done the night pervous. I do have Deemer instead of Glision though, and I think that's a good thing. Please don't prove me wrong.

2. Oh, look here! It's Phys Ed! And on AB days! This was unexpected! (To summarize, I've never had gym any later than 2nd peroid since 6th grade.) The oppisite days will be in a study hall, which I will likely ghet changed into the chorus room, so I can monkey around in the computer room while the other honors students try and work on their solos.

3. Advanced Albebra and Trig (Cassidy). Why am I taking this class again?

4. Stage & Screen. Not a bad slot for it, and covenent cause my next classes are but a yaunt down the hallway.

5. Wind Ensemble. The teacher's name is Dolloff? Dolloff? This could be the greatest woman ever!

6. Honors Chorus. Let the magic seep into your jugliars.

7/8. Pig/Eco/Lit. So, does this count as a second history credit, or a second english credit? Cause I've really got no idea here. Wait, do I get two credits for this? I must, I think. Oh, I reamble. At least one of the teachers is one of the best non-music teachers in the school.

9. Music Theory II. God Save The Queen.

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I'm losing my mind here.

Aug. 19th, 2008 | 09:43 pm

I hate everything. Again.

My life is in one of those slightly depressed peroids now, because I now have to transition back from a group of people where I can really be myself with, back to a group where I don't think I really can. A group of people I never truly feel like I really belong with, though was actually starting to miss them, only to be with them again for one night and realise why you needed to get away from them in the first place. I hate High School. I'm stuck with such a linear group of people. I mean, indivually, those people, who really are my friends, don't get me wrong, are amazing people. Under the right circumstances (i.e, when it's a smaller group), I'm great. But I guess my issue is that I don't really get close to anyone of them the way they all do in the meantime. The bonds between them are stronger than the bond to me, which is something I've desperatly tried to change over the past two years, but I honestly believe have failed to do.

This peroid of isolationism I'm going through this week (The family is in Canada, and seemingly all my friends are busy) is making me think a lot about this situation. I think about everyone I know, and look at how our friendship has grown, shrank, or changed. I think about my own behavior; my increasing pesstismistic mood to everything, my cronic lack and self-imposed need of a relationship. My fears of being left out and alone are here again, mostly because I'm alone in this house, aside a damn cat which made me stay up all night in worry cause she couldn't come back in the house in the middle of a damn thunderstorm. Yeah, and I hate pets.

I'm scared, and I'm nervous about what's going to happen for this last year. Once everything starts getting set into motion, and my life becomes a frenzy of rehearsals and performances, I don't want a repeat of last year; feeling left on the outside a lot. I don't want to get angry when something doesn't really go my way, after I hoped and hoped it would. It's human nature, yes, but there was too many a time where I put all my fayth into an event to happen, and finding myself with my head in the mud. I don't want to be a fucking creeper. NOTHING pisses me off more than hearing myself be called that fucking word. I act a little weird, yeah, but there's something about that word that just digs a waterslide into my skin and sends whitewaters through it. 

I don't want my life to be confused with my hobby. Music is my life. Writing may be my job. Music may be my job. Gaming is a hobby that I love to research. Singing defines who I am. And because of this, I know who I have to be with for another year because of that. I just want to be part of the main cast. Not a random cameo. Please understand. I've always have had a bad minority complex when it comes to people and feel really, really alone right now. And if you actually read this and understood my madness, es[ically if this might be directed to you, then you have my deepest thanks. If you think I'm being a giant drama queen  lunitic, maybe it all is in my head.

I'm just a little crazy tonight.

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One hour later.

Jul. 18th, 2008 | 10:11 pm

OMG OMG OMG WHY THE HELL ARE YOU NOT WATCHING DR. HORRIBLE'S SING ALONG BLOG RIGHT NOW? 

Serously, this is the greatest musical ever.

EVER! WATCH IT!

Women I know: One of you better learn the girl part to the first song in Act Two so that I have someone to sing it with PRONTO. If none of you do this then I GUESS I HAVE NO FRIENDS.

I'm really passionate about the things I love tonight.

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OH DEAR LORD.

Jul. 18th, 2008 | 09:18 pm

Dear everyone I know,

If you so much as look at me funny on September 22nd at 9PM I will hunt you down and gut you like a fish. Don't come to be with your fucking silly ass auditions and your stupid vocal jazz, and I swear to god if I see one single invite to play fucking Halo 3 your life is forfit.

You see, there are these people. Before I was born these guys tried to lock them away cause they would do bad things to the world. Very bad things. The morally grey yet somewhat good guys did some stuff and they were locked away. And you see, they're going to break out and start doing funny stuff. And it'll be at that point that I have finally started living.

I think you know what I'm talking about.



Love, Zach.

Also, how awesome it is that 2 Shinedown songs are coming to Rock Band this week? I'll tell you: So Awesome.

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Why I hate Viva Pinata

May. 27th, 2008 | 01:53 pm

Something along these lines.

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Someone shoot the dog.

May. 26th, 2008 | 12:22 pm

You know, it's a really good thing I'm going to have a job this summer. Cause if my summer goes the way this past weekend has (extremely boring), I may hang myself before Augest.

And... that's all I can really say. DAH. 

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I win again.

May. 16th, 2008 | 09:25 pm

Let's talk videogrammagames.

My impressions of Crisis Core so far is a movie that has boring gameplay with in it. All I've found it to be is a button master with a slot machine in the corner that determines when you level up, or use super moves. It's all luck! There's no stragty to the game AT ALL. The story line, however, is so far awesome. Further impressions later.

Nuts & Bolts is absolutly nothing I had ever expected my Banjo-Threeie to manifist as. I am a little saddened to see it not act as a true platformer, but as a huge fan of anything vechile based in gaming, I'm getting quite excited. As long was the tounge-in-cheek humor is still there, and there's plenty of AWESOME in-jokes about camels that just won't die, I will be SO HAPPY. I can't say I'm interested in the new Viva Pinata, sadly. I disliked the first one, and I can't say I'm going to like the second one, if it turns out to be more of the same.

In celebration of my perfect NYSSMA solo, a trio of friends and I splurged a 4000 point ($50) card on songs for Rock Band (With 10 of it going to Ikaruga, which I think we need to play, Mark.). We got 24 new songs and just rocked the night away as the greatest false band EVER, Cold Toliet Seat! I encourage everyone ever to download Saints of Los Angeles PRONTO. I don't care if you're not a Motley Crue fan, BUY IT! Man, I've got such awesome friends. Hanging with non-music people more often has really made my mood fly. It's not that I hate you, music people, it's just that I see you too much.

Life continues to be awesome. I'm actually dumbfounded. After such a shitty year, the fact that it's almost over is like the best news ever! There's working at the pool all summer with some of the best people EVER to look forward to, and then, SENIOR YEAR, EVERYBODY. I tell you, all the work I've done this year is going to pay off. The only thing that sucks is that my Band Teacher (My 2nd favorite teacher ever) won't be joining us for our last year. I completely understand though. She had her second kid last year (The night of a concert, ironically) and really needs to be with her family. I'll miss her so bad though. I'm not even miffed about losing the election for Chorus president. Everyone needs their time to shine, or something to prove. I've already got a solid year ahead of me (as long as I'm not getting ahead of myself though.). I'm going to ALLSTATE for gods sake! I'm excited, and I can't wait for that nightmare that is Regents (finals) week to pass. Five tests have never looked so horrifying.

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OOOO WEEEE OOO I LOOK JUST LIKE BUDDY HOLLY

May. 11th, 2008 | 07:40 pm

So, Boston wasn't horrible. It wasn't the best of times, but there was certainly a lot of fun to come out of it. I still don't get why people enjoy damn dances so much. The music is loud, you can't hear people, everyone is so packed in you can't even move, except Jumping, which is apparently the best dance move ever as THAT WAS ALL THAT ANYONE (except Nicole) WAS DOING, and for fuck's sake, why are middle graders such dicks? I'll go into more detail on that later though.

On some very awesome notes, I've scored a perfect 100 on my NYSSMA solo! (For you non-NY music people, New York State School Music Association) That's basically that I am among the top tier Tenors in the State. FUCK YEAH. My cousin also stopped by on his way home from UB, and left me his PSP with Crisis Core and War of the Lions to waste time I should be studing on. FUCK YEAH.

You know, who needs love when I'm so high on my own life right now? Drinks are on me tonight!

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I don't need no prom.

Apr. 26th, 2008 | 10:35 pm

I'm just going to call it here and now that something HILAROUS (i.e, something that really shouldn't be funny but something I'm going to chuckle about to myself for years to come.) is happening at this moment (10:36 PM).

I'm so excited!

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I'm not looking at the keyboard! WOO TOUCH TYPING!

Apr. 25th, 2008 | 10:02 pm

So, IGN gave Grand Theft Auto IV a perfect 10? For reals? Well, now I'm actually interested in the game now. If it's as good as they're saying it is, the BEST GAME EVAR then maybe it actually is worth the purchase. Apparently the story is of the highest quality. It's very intreeging all of a sudden.

But, the best news EVAR is likely the fact that I've got a FULL TIME JOB THIS SUMMER, BABY. FUCK YES. GONNA GET ME SOME GOOD MONEY TO SPEND SPEND SPEND! God, I can't wait. There are some people in this world that piss me off to no end, and those people that I work with ain't them. Not a one. As long as the subs yet to be hired are also all SUPER AWESOMEZ, summer can't start sooner.

Also exciting is the fact that two of my FAVORITE BANDS EVAR (Shinedown and Disturbed) are coming out with new albums this year! And the new Disturbed single (Inside the Fire) is not too shabby. This is a good summer already, and it doesn't even start for two months! Hell, I'm so optimustic, I'm going to say I'm going to have a girlfriend by the end of Boston! It could be you (Yes, YOU!)! I'M THAT HIGH ON LIFE RIGHT NOW!

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